LOOKING FOR MR. SALINGER by LARRY BAUMHOR

J.D. Salinger writing Catcher in the Rye as a soldier in WW2 Looking for Mr. Salinger "by" Larry Baumhor As I was driving to Cornish, New Hampshire to speak with Mr. Salinger my motives became more clear, I was bullshitting myself. Yes, I am writing a short story on this experience, and I would like his advice on my twenty years of unpublished literary material, and yes, I want Mr. Salinger’s insights into my psychological conflict of self-publishing on the Internet. But in part, and perhaps in large part, I desired something Mr. Salinger avoided for over 40 years as a recluse: notoriety. I’m a phony. I’m driven by ulterior motives. Though I don’t know of anybody who’s not a phony, at times, when desiring something. Being a hypocrite is not black and white, but rather shaded in layers of complex nuances, some acceptable, others illegal, immoral, repulsive, and even murderous. Nevertheless, I was in pursuit of notoriety and was attempting to use Mr. Salinger ...